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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 8:50 AM
and one day you'll think about that one summer you spent visiting your grandparents
where you met that girl with freckles and honey colored hair
You will reminisce about your friends who got you through tough times
the ones who you could cry to and fall on
More than likely, you'll remember your first car
how much you paid for it, what color it was, your first road trip with it
You will think back to your first kiss and your first concert and your first eveything
One day you'll think back to your sisters wedding
but you won't remember the cake.
One day it will all come flooding back to you and you'll probabally write a poem about it.
It will be loose and free verse because that's all you know how to write.
No one will read it, but it will still be saved onto your computer anyway
or on a paper napkin in the pocket of your faded jeans.
If you're so inclined, maybe you will burry it for no one to ever see again.
One day you will paint a picture of a sunset and try to sell it on ebay.
Someone will bid $5 on it, but you'll lie to your friends and say it was $20.
You'll go to an opera house and watch a play about
that lost couple who loved each other but died in the end.
Your wife will cry and you won't know what to do
because emotions are something you prefer to run from
One day, you might think back and think of me
but i doubt it.
In fact, i know you won't
because i never mattered to you in the first place
and you have (almost) everything you could have ever wanted to be happy.
And who knows, maybe i'll be the one to look back at her youth
maybe i'll be the one who doesn't remember the cake
maybe i'll be the one to write nothing-poems
maybe i'll be the one to paint a picture
and be stuck in an akward situation with my husband
And maybe i'll be the one who (maybe) won't think of you
because i'm tired of thinking about you
long after you've forgotten about me
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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 1:47 PM
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just for kickssssssss
ps - i took this off of Julia Nunes on youtube. idk if it will work since im typing it...
WHY I AM USUALLY ANGRY in 14 seconds or less
1. i am pissed at my math teacher for not doing his job
2. my family stresses me out
3. i don't know what the heck im doing
4. NOTHING EVER FREAKING WORKS RIGHT
5. that's freaking life. GET. OVER. IT.
pretty helpful, i must admit.
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LOLZ
Fri Oct 9, 2009, 2:15 PM [link]
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- Reading: The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky
probabally say'n what
Mon Oct 5, 2009, 4:24 PM 
Why did you join this site?
because ~vampire-toaster was on here and to favefavefavefavefavefave... because that's all i'm really good at anyway... CAN'T DRAW ARTZ MEMBAH!!!! LOLOLOLOLOL oh god
What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
it's stupid and i came up with it randomly. i like purple. colossus sounds just SOOOOO PSYCHOLOGICAL... i was feeling "deep" and "emotional" at the time. whatever. i wish i could come up with a new one, but i'm too lazy... ohemmmgeee
What is your current icon of?
a purple scarf girl (that was made by the beautiful and lovely *0xo and it letting everyone use for free
) cuz it's purple and i'm always coldHow many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
i think it's like, what, 8 watchers, none or which count. i am watching 90 people right now.
Do you have more than one account?
no
Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
<----thebest thebest thebest thebest
i went through my watch list just now and realized it's everyone in there... so yeah... everyone i watch pretty much
oh, and these poops
JKJKJKJKJKJJKJKJKJKJKJK I WUB U GUYS!!!
What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
funny stuff right there
How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.
LOADS BECAUSE I'M JUST SOOOPAH DOOPAH POOPULAH
Do you comment, fave, or both?
i should probabally comment more, but i hardly ever do cuz i suck. i usually just fave something and think to myself \"GODWHYCANTIDRAWLIKETHATHOWDIDTHEYDOTHATI CANTDRAWFORCRAP\" and then go on this break from drawing for a really loooooooong time.
What do you typically post on deviantart?
stuff that people don't ever bother to look at cuz it's dumb
Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DA?
NO
What is your most popular deviation?
how should i know? none of them if you ask me. i'm lucky if i get 3 views (because 2 are usually from my BFFZZZZZZZZ so it don't count to me, but thanx gaiz)
What's your favorite submission in your favorites gallery?
i can't pinpoint just one. look at my whole freaking favorites and then you'll see.
What are the things you wish you could draw better?
EEEEEEVVVVVVEEEEEERRRRRRYYYYYYTTTTTHHHHH IIIIIINNNNNGGGG
Are you a subscriber?
NO. again
How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
too many
Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
SOOPAH POOPAH FAST. okay i need to stop with the "soopah" and the "poopah" now cuz you are probabally like \"STOPTHATPURPLE-COLOSSUSTHATSSOANNOYINGYOUTARD\"
What is your favorite emoticon?
on dA:
in general: C:
What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
they don't
What is the most annoying comment you get?
they don't
What inspires you?
nothing but the Sufjan Stevens on replay. LOL no, this site helps LOADS though. really - you have no idea.
Do you use any traditional media?
pencil, colored pencils
Do you associate people online with their icons?
if it was memorable, yes. but if it's some of that tardy anime stuff from their "superkawaiidesuotakufavoriteanimeevar" then no. but i will remember that person's skills and how much better they were than me, but that's a given.
Have you ever suggested a Daily Deviation?
NO
Everyone has considered leaving DA once or twice. Have you? Why?
not really leaving so much as making a new account or staying off for a week. but im just too lazy...
THAT'S IT!!!!!! ANOTHER MEME DOWN!!!!
*shoots self in the head*
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1,000 PV!
Wed Sep 16, 2009, 2:21 PM also, was anyone else having problems logging into deviantart earlier?
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- Reading: Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes
Journal History
- Nov 21, 2009 thoughts
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- Oct 9, 2009 LOLZ
- Oct 5, 2009 probabally say'n what
- Sep 16, 2009 1,000 PV!
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